Are you really back after my temper tantrums of late?
Did ya think, oh well I'll give the Olde Bagg one more go?
Are you the sweetest friends in the world to tolerate me?
If you answered anyone of those questions yes, then you are ubber tolerant and a loving human bean. I do so hate it when I have to have a headfrommybuttcheeks ectomy. But thankfully it was done with the care and concern that a true takes one to know one accomplished with a swift kick. The rollercoaster I have been on has been ridden by others and they knew where the off switch was.
Many of you came to my rescue with healing thoughts and deeds. Gave me my power back and well, look out world.....the meany, meany bo beany Olde Bagg is back in the saddle. I can absolutely guarandamtee you that I shall not be involved with that emotional vampire ever again.
I did something today I have needed to do for 6 months........6 months! I called a friend who I have been neglecting because I couldn't tell her my truth or share with her. Why, you ask? Because I am flawed and didn't want her to know just how flawed. She is like a mother to me. I have told her on many occasions that if I could pick a Mother, which goodness knows I would have loved to have had a choice, I would pick Ms. Mildred.....hands down, no question or arguement. And yet, I cut myself off from someone I love that much because I am flawed.....and ego centric and human and we talked today and all is well with the world.
As a matter of fact, I am fabu ya'll. She loves me even if I am flawed and said she missed me too and that we never needed to speak of it again. Now.....tell me, is that not gold plated wonderful. She forgave me, without stipulations or rules or hanging a dummy sign on my chest, or making me feel worse than I already did. She just chatted and we made plans and I love her so much. This lady is a true lady....and likes me anyway even if I am a heathen and broken and poor and flawed. I scored a life goodie today.
So the other junk will not be brought up here again. That junk is dead and gone. I don't need that drama in my life anymore. I will rant about more important things like ......... you see, I don't even have any rant in me right now......wait for it, I'm sure it'll come.
But for this moment......nanny nanny boo boo. I win, I score, I am okey dam dokey and I love it.
Get the net, get the net.