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Sunday, November 18, 2012

I am completely un, dis and less.................

When I woke up this morning and looked out of my bedroom window the weather outside was exactly how I feel inside. Dreary.

This particular bout of "ick" has been coming on now for at least a week. I could feel the tentacles of depression strangling every bright and happy thought I could muster. I forced myself to do everything. Didn't give a big one about anything.

Let me say, it is not having to send Odin across the rainbow bridge. It is not losing my address book and certain other people's things that needed to be sent to them. It is not having stomache flu, or my crap visit to the doctor or the miriade of other things that have gone awry during the retrograde......

All of the above was typed on my brand new computer....right up to the moment it crashed.

I rest my case.

I walked into my daughter's bedroom and she asked how I was and I had no words.

I just bought the computer what 8 weeks ago? Oh well, it is just the icing on the the cake.


  1. Big hugs to you, Linda. I hate that you're feeling so poorly on so many levels. Yours is not the first brand new drive I've heard of crashing. I hope life will resolve itself for you once again .. very soon.

  2. Life can be challenging, can it not? How badly do you want, how hard are you willing to strive?

  3. So sorry but things can only look up from here.

  4. Oh bugger! I hope it comes with a good service cover and they can sort it for you PDQ!

  5. It sounds like you've had a very bad run of luck as of late and then the computer crashing on top of everything else?!? It's no wonder you're feeling out of sorts. Big seriously warm supportive hug coming right at you! S&S

  6. I am kind of reading your posts backwards! So, I am happy your computer has came around ;o) Maybe you should read backwards too and then everything will be perfect ;o) Big Warm Hugs ;o)

  7. Oma Linda, I am going crazy! LOL! I know I just commented, I hope it was on this post ;o) Love ya ;o)

  8. I am seeing a theme of depression as I catch up on my favorite blogs. I too am swimming in it. I am allowing myself pleasure where I want it and how I want it. Fuck the rest of the shit. When I am healthy, it those around me healthy. Momma is the backbone of the home. Hugs to you.


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