This has been a very interesting last two weeks. The beginning of the new year is always a tumultuous time for me. It's like facing a blank page with a new box of crayons. I know I will do something.......but I'm not sure which direction to take. New beginnings whether real or imagined are stressful. Stress can come from both positive and negative influences as we all know.
I made a decision to take the word MELD as my word for this year. I had no idea that so many necessary parts of my life would need attending to and need the melting and welding process that I have taken as my mantra. Every day I say to myself....one step at a time and by the time I fall into bed at night I wonder how it is that I have faced, completed, or been challenged by so many, many things. It is as if I've gone to a batting cage and the balls are just flying at me at a bazillion miles an hour.
Ya think if I had chosen disjointed or namby pamby as my word that I'd still be seated on my rotund rear doing my same old, same old? Nah me either. I am doing what needs to be done, when it needs to be done. But lovelies, I am already at a full speed run. (I don't run by the way, my old knees won't let me but you get my point).
The physicality of the days is amped up by the emotionality of where I am right now and where my darlings are in our dealings with the real world with the abuse issue. I am Sancho to my daughter's Don Quixote, but the windmills are beginning to take form.
I wish I could go into more details with all of you so that you could have a better understanding of what is happening right now, but alas since I am being stalked on all my blogs, it is not safe to go into details.
And so, I am looking forward to celebrating the Quiet Moon....the first full moon of the year and taking advantage of resting in the fullness of her glow. And I am asking any of you who feel like you could give my grands some prayers, some energy, some healing, some protection, they need your assistance, as do I. Email me and I will give you particulars if you are able to help.
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You know I will light a wall of candles for all of you tomorrow during the quiet moon and send you all of the love and protection I can. You have my email, if you need to rant, vent, holler your fool head off or just slip in a howdy you know I've got a good ear.
ReplyDelete*hugs and lovesesses to all of you*
Hey girl, let me know what's up...email or call...ya know I'm here for ya!! Sending you all lots of love, prayers and just good vibes your way.
ReplyDeleteLove,
G
This is the time of gestation, Linda and melding is like alchemy, it needs to be done with tenderness and care. I'm so sorry you're being stalked and harassed and that your family blessings of protection and courage. Wouldn't hurt to call on the Goddess Artemis to protect everyone and to eradicate harmful darkness.
ReplyDelete~oh always my thought prayer and healing blessings upon your little grands...so much they have had to endure and i often think of them and their well being...all of yours...thank you for being the beautiful spirit you are...just as you have sent forth waves of unconditional love upon me and my family so i send them back to you...much love light and blessings always~
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely will be sending assistance! XOXOXO
ReplyDeleteLate last night I was standing in the middle of my yard and looking up at that beautiful moon. It was just gorgeous already.
ReplyDeletePrayers for you and your family.
Have added you to my candle work...
ReplyDeleteMy happy thoughts, prayers, good vibes, blessings and karma all go out to you and your loved ones. I herard the saying somewhere that no matter how good or bad a situation is it will change. Things will change for the better. Hang in there, we are all with you.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy the quiet moon and take a deep breathe and say to yourself, I am alive, well, and it is so good to take the breath of life. You'll feel better, I promise. :DD Take care.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and sending prayers!
ReplyDeleteWhatever it is, it sure sounds exciting! Good luck my friend XO
ReplyDeleteSending (((((HUGS))))) to all
ReplyDeletejoining in the prayers.. adding you to my Altar xo
ReplyDeleteHi Miss Linda!
ReplyDeleteIt's me! Gillian! Do you remember me? I've been absent for such a long time! I've had a few REALLY tough semesters at school but I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel! I no longer blog as I don't have the time I did in the past.
I think you should blog all you want, and about you want. Who cares if anyone sees it! The truth always prevails and therefore you have no worries!
Hope we all can "hear" you back to your old self when I first met you so many months ago! You are what kept me going with your insight and natural ability to show a picture, without pictures! There is NOTHING wrong with being blunt, truthful and to the point!
Please feel free to email me if you'd like! Or better yet! Let us hear our old Linda ROAR! RAAAWWWRRR!!! LOL
Gillian
Dear Friend,
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry the past few weeks have been so hard for everyone. A new year can mean new goals, that can mean new atention to old wounds...I'm feeling that alittle myself.
I think the word stamina is highly overlooked. Sometimes, it's not so much what I'm going through, but the fact that I must have the stamina to get THROUGH IT!
I pray that all of you are given the things you need to work your way through & I'll send in an offering for a little extra stamina for you that you can always go back to when you just think you can't take one more thing!!
Big Hugs Sistah,
Susie